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Tuesday, November 20, 2012

My numbers look better, he has surgery....

Monday October 1, 2012
Finally I got a call from Jenni with good news!! really did that happen!
I had my prolactin drawn last week and it is down to 1! I am to keep taking the meds until I see the other Dr.
E's Dr finally called and scheduled his surgery for Nov 13th.
Maybe sometime in 2013 we will both be fixed enough for this to happen.

Saturday October 20, 2012
This month I appeared to O way early compared to normal (Day 16!)
That was a shock, we had just gotten home from camping and got either O-1 and O or O and O+1 because I didn't temp while camping and forgot to take a few OPKs. but holy temp rise again this month! Been very crampy, pully pressurey and back achy for the last few days. So I am very sure that my period is coming, but of course I caved today 10dpo and tested, super negative. I am feeling very very negative today, not helped by having to go to a baby shower tomorrow. I just feel like it is never going to happen (I keep saying that)
Of course E mentions something related to his surgery at my moms today and she got all nosy and I told her she didn't need to know and she looked all offended. Well too bad. E seemed a little shocked but I am not ready to go there. I am sure he has told his folks and just hasn't told me.
ARGH so feel like crying right now.

Tuesday November 20, 2012
E had his surgery last week. Dr said all went well and was standard surgery with no surprises. So that is good news. It was bilateral varioceles (both sides) We were at the surgery center at 7am and they took him back at 8 and it was 1 or later when the Dr finally came to talk to me. He seemed pretty nice, I liked him.
E has been very very swollen and sore since but went back to work yesterday and has taken no pain pills since Sunday night. His followup is Dec 5th, I am going to see if he wants me to go or not. 3 months for new swimmers to be produced but don't know if there is any effect on existing. Good questions!
My appt with Dr B is tomorrow. I am nervous that somthing is wrong and we will have to wait months before starting treatments with Dr S.
But at the same time I am optimistic that there is nothing wrong and I can schedule w/Dr S right away.
I just don't know if she will make us wait because of the surgery or not.
So frustrating right now I am about to give up and say oh well we tried and if it is going to happen it will happen on its own. But the other side of me wants to be as aggressive as possible to get it done. We have been in a holding pattern since July while we got everything else fixed up. Let's get this show on the road!